Will I keep digging if I say I also like maple-flavoured shreddies, "Corner Gas", grain elevators, prairies, bluejays, chickadees, beaver dams being warm in winter and making the ice thin so it cracks when you accidentally get too close in your skidoo, ice skating, Neil Young, robin egg-shells, little towns, Vancouver airport and hot boys at Whistler? *feebly waves her Canadian flag*
Also more than sufficiently awkward is something I've been meaning to talk to you all about.. my inbox situation. I currently still have 701 comments to go through, and I keep making it worse because I keep submitting things. B-but.. I don't want to not submit things.. and I don't like deleting comments.. *headdesk*
You've already shown me much understanding and patience, so I thank you kindly
Hey, y'know what else is sufficiently awkward? My life. As I've said I'm mostly recovered from whatever I had (two blood tests couldn't tell me what it was, other than "a virus", but considering my symptoms it had to have been glandular fever's equally mean twin brother or something >_> ) .. but it's left me with a few clinging ails that make engaging with daily life almost unwelcome. I mean, I've got shit I have to do, like going bra shopping for bras that fit (lol, that's right, I'm not letting that one go).. but the outside world is scary and full of germs I instinctively started typing "Germans" there.. XDDD! that would love to prey upon my ruined immune system. Suffice to say I have a fair amount of confidence I need to get back.
Also: tertiary education. I've had my gap year.. now it's time for homework again. I've applied to a rather prestigious film school thats only been providing an undergraduate course for two years now... prior to this they wouldn't look at you unless you had impressive credentials involving actual industry experience. It was the most gut-wrenching application process... I'll submit the script I had to write for it lol.. just cuz I stuck Waffen in it. I don't really think I'll get in, though.. So there's a little animation school I could go to instead. Either way I haven't exactly left myself many options, because I was overseas for the regular uni application times... aaand the prospect of post-school life terrifies me xD
I kind of love it how Cam's own struggle with the same thing became a self-fulfilling prophecy for me... "My university application forms remained unfilled, a testimony to my deep fear of actually engaging with life lest I fail at it."
... *giggles awkwardly*
I mean, the whole occurrence of life in general is just awkward, isn't it?
All you can do is laugh about it xD









-SHOT-
-+watches-
<3
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Even the petals of your prettiest
flower will wilt away someday...
But there's always more flowers to
grow with. The end of one flower
shouldn't be the end of your garden.
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WOAH! [link]
Your art is so beautiful. I love your style. [I would be favoriting everything in your gallery, but then I would be flooding your inbox. I do that enough with people!]
I am in love with Midas Weave. I especially love Karma. He is full of German win. <3
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"When I die, I want you to have my orange juice."
"I'm having a lot of fun. It's like we're real soldiers."
"No! No, wait! Go back! Why are there six pedals if there are only four directions?!"
-Caboose Fan-
And thank you so very much for loving Karma.. Waffen gets too much attention (perhaps deservedly so, but I still have such a soft spot for Karma c: )
Thanks!!
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".... Perhaps pants are in order."
You are so welcome. I like Waffen too, but something about Karma screams "Look at me, look at me, I'm a German Demigod." Or at least something to that effect. And he's BLONDE. [I have a soft spot for blondies. <3]
You are so unbelievably welcome!
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"When I die, I want you to have my orange juice."
"I'm having a lot of fun. It's like we're real soldiers."
"No! No, wait! Go back! Why are there six pedals if there are only four directions?!"
-Caboose Fan-
I KNOW YOU PROBABLY WON'T SEE THIS REPLY BECAUSE YOU WON'T COME BACK TO dA BUT I'M SO FREAKING EXCITED PLZ COME HOME SOONER GUESS WHO I SAW THE OTHER DAY HAAAHAAA *rocks the S.S. Awkward* ... I be rockin' your boat 8D
uh.. guess I'd better email you, hey? I wonder if TT's still alive xD
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".... Perhaps pants are in order."
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Dont run away from your fears... Destroy them
SMART <3
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"I was actually saying, 'get the fuck off, get the fuck off!' I don't know if we can air that or not, but that's what I was saying!"
"I wasn't sure what he meant by that."
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Because the points don't matter: [link]
"a very dark episode"..??
UNDERSTATEMENT OF THE YEAR. That's HORRIFYING. Plus I'm pretty sure Reavers aren't exactly careful when they're doing their raping.. surely Inara would sustain some pretty grievous injuries fighting them that way..
No children for her and Mal after that shit went down o___o
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".... Perhaps pants are in order."
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